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I am not embarrassed to admit I have mental disabilities.  ADHD, Bipolar, Borderline Personality Disorder, Autism spectrum. What I find hard is to get help or understanding when they're so much stigma, hatred, and outright ignorance about someone like me. I need a good resource system, especially on my manic episodes.  Finding someone to talk to is hard. My family isn't close to me and my friends live far away and work important jobs. I know I can deal with this, sometimes it just would be nice if people understood why I act or do crazy things sometimes.
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In life their are so many emotions that occur all the time. We may have one emotion or experience many at once. Sometime we feel our emotions out of proportion and sometimes underscored. You never know what triggers will cause what emotions and how we respond to them. Also sometimes, we don't know how long our feelings will last even after the stimuli is gone. For me the whole world around me is always rushing inside and I can't control the storm of emotions all the time. I say or do things that I wouldn't normally do. It leaves me empty only I get filled back up. Who can I talk to about this? People don't talk about feelings anymore.
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Hello everyone. I have decided to write my thoughts out after the USA presidential election. Last night I went to bed with a democratic lead and I wake up and find my whole country is now Republican. I respect people believes to chose their parties and understand that not everyone agrees on everything. However this victory for Republicans is near death sentence for me.

Through out his campaign Trump showed he was xenophobic, sexist, hated everyone who wasn't exactly like him and promised to help his business buddies get more money, while destroying the environment, taking away civil rights, and promising to bomb countries and people who did nothing to us.

I am in a group of people that Trump has declared shouldn't have rights. I'm mentally disabled, a woman who has a medical reason for birth control, and has friends in the LGBTQA+ community and believes people shouldn't be punished because of where they come from or what their religious beliefs are.

In the next four years, I fear I will lose my state health insurance, my SSI, and my home. That the world around me will become worse as we stop using clean energy and allow businessmen to continue their destruction of the environment and the rights people have. I fear there will be no jobs available for me to get if I lose my SSI. I'm fearful that gun violence will get worse and end up in my small town.

Growing up and living in this day and age has always been tough, but I lived through years of extreme Republicans who take their doctrine to far.  I don't know if the USA will still be whole or standing in the next four to eight years. If anyone can help calm my fears I would greatly appreciate it otherwise I don't know how to survive the next four years.
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  • Reading: fanfics
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  • Playing: with my cat
Thief girl: Lila Rossi
This picture is of a scene from my Miraculous Ladybug and Chat Noir fanfic, titled Kitsune Thief. In my story not only is Lila a liar, but she's also a thief that belongs to a crime family called Fox's Teeth. This image is of her in her uniform when she goes out to steal from a roman museum. Upon arriving in Paris her mission is to catch Ladybug and Chat Noir and force them to tell her where the Fox Miraculous is, because the crime family have a score to settle with a past user. 
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Hi everyone, just wanted to say I've been doing a lot better these past two weeks. The person who caused all that pain hasn't bothered me, I got in touch with my support system and I have some new strategies to help me cope. I even pulled out old copies of meditation exercises I used in University to help me relax and de-stress after a hard day. I've been going out mostly for walks because its either raining in my state or too windy for a bike. Well I hope things continue to get better.
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: Project Runway
  • Playing: with my cat

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KaliannShevlin
Kali Shevlin
United States
I'm a published author who wants to share with the world how proud of that fact I am. I also want to show how smart and cool I can be.

Current Residence: Illinois
Favourite genre of music: Country
Favourite style of art: abstract
Favourite cartoon character: Gear
Personal Quote: Life is a book that just needs to be written
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I am not embarrassed to admit I have mental disabilities.  ADHD, Bipolar, Borderline Personality Disorder, Autism spectrum. What I find hard is to get help or understanding when they're so much stigma, hatred, and outright ignorance about someone like me. I need a good resource system, especially on my manic episodes.  Finding someone to talk to is hard. My family isn't close to me and my friends live far away and work important jobs. I know I can deal with this, sometimes it just would be nice if people understood why I act or do crazy things sometimes.
  • Listening to: NA
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: NA
  • Playing: with my cat

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:iconprincessanastasia434:
princessanastasia434 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017
hi want to be friends
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KaliannShevlin Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017
I guess we can talk to each other. 
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InfernoDragonVA Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
hi
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KaliannShevlin Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
Hi. how are you? I love your work, its just I've been so busy I haven't had time to comment on it lately, but that will change okay?
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InfernoDragonVA Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
im not that happy tp be honst
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KaliannShevlin Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
okay, but I'll try to do better.
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BakuBlader Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2016
Happy Birthday
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KaliannShevlin Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2016
Thank you very much!
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BakuBlader Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2016
You're very much welcome
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